November 6, 2010 2 p.m. In Ben’s guest bedroom.
Tonight was so fun! When Ben came home from the doctor we went outside and Myles(A really cute blonde skater), Jesse(Skater from India he looks like Salem from Slumdog Millionaire) and Connor(Skater he looks just like Justin Bieber) came over. We hung out and talked and they skated. They were all flirting with me. Here is some of our conversation.
MYLES-Blake, I heard what Jaycee did today. Don’t take it personally she is a butt.
CONNOR-Oh yeah I heard about that. SO is anything going on?
BLAKE(me)-Uuumm no.
BEN-Gosh guys! She is just staying at my house for the weekend.
JESSE-Wow that honestly sounds kinda bad.
BEN-Oh my gosh it does. But trust me nothing will happen.
JESSE-So you two have like known each other forever. Have you really like never kissed her or anything. I sure would.
At this time I was like wow these guy don’t care what they say. Then Jesse came and sat down right beside me and our hips were touching. I could totally feel a vibe. I mean and he looked good, he was in a tank top.
BEN-No I have not kissed her.
MYLES-Crap! I just broke my finger.
Myles’ finger was like 3 inches round and blue. Ben ran inside and got an ice pack and Myles came and set on the other sit of me. And his hip was touching mine and he laid his head on my shoulder.
JESSE-Gosh Myles your finger is huge. I bet you want Blake to kiss it.
MYLES-Oh yeah you know it!
BEN-Gosh guys! She is a good girl don’t ruin her record.
CONNOR-Oh so she has a good record. That is my type of girl.
BALKE-Wow guys I am not that type of a girl. Or at least I try not to be.
Jesse leaned over put he head on my shoulder and whispers in my ear ‘Hey you are pretty hot babe’. Wow this is a guy over load.
MYLES-Blake my finger hurts will you kiss it?
BLAKE-Wow. Ok only because you are hurt.
So I leaned over and kissed him finger very lightly.
JESSE-I think I am going to bust my lips open so I can get a kiss. Hahaha.
Yeah that type of stuff went on for two hours. But I liked it. I mean it was kinda weird to talk to guy like that but it was fun. Then Mrs. Johnston told us it was dinner time. We all ate dinner together it was really fun. And then we heard the doorbell and it was Keith Johnston he came home from collage. It was a complete surprise. Everyone was hugging while I was sitting at the table just watching. Then Keith nodded my way and was like Ben you did good. And Ben was like we are not dating she is just staying the weekend. Then Keith said oh so now you have a live in girl friend. Ben started blushing and Mrs. Johnston explained the whole thing.
After dinner me and Ben went to his room and started watching Get Smart. I was sitting on the floor and he was on the bed. I did not really feel comfortable being on a bed with I guy with out him letting me. But then he was like Blake come sit up here with me. So I did and he has a queen bed but we were still a couple inches away from each other. I liked it. Then in the middle of the movie he looked at me and I looked at him. He leaned over put his hand on my cheek and slipped it backwards and turned my head and kissed my cheek. Then he looked me in the eyes and smiled. I smiled and just kept looking in his eyes we were like this for a minute until Keith came barging into Ben’s room and was all like what is going on in here. We told him we were just watching a movie but he did not believe us.
AAAAHHH I can’t believe he kissed me well on the cheek but I am so happy! But I also feel bad I mean I like Bobby too. Wow being a teenager is confusing. But I like it being confusing it makes it fun.
Well after Keith left we finished the movie. It was really good. Then we just set on his bed and talked. Then his mom said we have to get our pj’s on so he told me to put mine on and wait outside if he is not done. So I ran to my room and put on my sweatpants and tank top. Then his door was open, so I went in and he was wearing plaid fleece pants and a grey tank top. He was so hot.
He was on his bed so I slid on the bed and sat by him. We talked about school and sports. Then he asked me if I really liked Bobby and I sat there and just though. After a while I replied yes I like him but I am a little confused. Then he asked me why. And I said because I kinda like you but I really like him. He said he felt the same way but Bobby was a girl that went to our school. Then we talked about how when we were little we would play princess and prairie.
Me and Ben have a lot of history and I mean we have gotten married twice, of course it was pretend, but it meant something. Then it got late and I stood up and he stood up and walked me to my room and gave me a goodnight hug. He is the best friend I have ever had. So here I am now touching my cheek over and over and my arms. I mean he kissed my cheek then he gives me a hug in a tank top. We both had bare arms! But it felt really good.
November 7, 2010 8 a.m. Sitting on my bed. (well the one at Ben’s house)
I just got out of the shower. I know it is really early for a Saturday but I can’t sleep later then seven. I don’t know why but I just can’t. Ben is still asleep. I still can’t believe Ben kissed me. I want to tell someone but then people will think something is really happening between us. I mean I guess something is happening between us. But it is a personal think that me and him need to talk about.
Gosh Keith is up I hear him down stairs. I think he is cooking breakfast. I am so hungry! But I don’t really want to go down there with Keith I don’t know him well enough yet. Keith is so funny I love him last night he kept making jokes about Ben and me like we were a thing. He made us laugh so hard and blush.
Oh I hear Ben he is going into the bathroom that our bedrooms are joined with. Kinda weird right? I mean he could just come in my room. Wow he is loud gosh he is playing music. I love this song it is Replay by Iyaz. I am so bored right now I am throwing a small ball on the wall then catching it then throwing it over and over. I hope I do not break anything.
Mrs. Johnston keeps her house really clean I mean this room is spotless I mean nothing is dirty. And the bathroom is perfect. The room I am in is so pretty. The bed is so comfortable and soft. It is like heaven.
Ben is in the shower now lol. I feel so weird knowing that. I mean I should not know when my “GUY” best friend is in the shower. But it is kinda cool. Wow I think way to much. But it clams me and then again annoys me.
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